Day 1, utterly ruined.

Omg today was a big fail. My determination lasted till afternoon, then it all just fall apart.
:(

Resisted eating breakfast, but then lunch and dinner was a huge huge mistake. Totally regretting what I've done, so tomorrow shall not fail. NEVERRRRR!

Things I had today (Don't even dare to calculate the calories omg):
- Beancurd
- Soybean drink
- A sweet
- A piece of chocolate
- Some indian cracker (which I know probably contain tons of ghee, basically butter. RAH)
- A whole plate of noodles for dinner
- A bubble tea (BIG cup)

Guess what, I just realise that the tea itself may be healthy, but the amount of creamer added to it to become milk tea totally destroys every single bit of healthiness.

Today is just not my day. 1st day of this, totally ruined. I'll do exercises in a while to burn it all off. I have to, I really want to be thin, at least abit thinner for two weeks later. But all that probably is about 10 000cals or so. -.- Argh.

My plans for tomorrow: Eat nothing, but coffee allowed. I think I lost it today cause' I didn't have my daily dose of delicious caffeine. :p Then swimming after work. Prolly try to swim till I can't move a muscle, I tend to treat myself too nicely. Must be strict!

Wish me luck. :(
(Can I not count today as Day 1 please?)


Edited: So just now, I did some crunches and reverse crunches, & they nearly KILLED ME! Wow, didn't know that I was THAT unfit. :\ So I just did 2 reps. Argh, & of course some arm exercise and one of the secret leg toning jumps. Hurhur. Took 3 digestive enzymes, digest away the fats!
Time for bed~

I've just cleaned out parts of my room... a feeble attempt to try to get my butt of my chair. Although yes, blogs and forum is helping, but sitting here and reading and not doing anything is not going to get me any thinner.

But it's late now, & I'm tired, so I guess I'll just go to bed first.
This will continue tomorrow.

So right.. Have been contemplating on whether to do this or not.. But I guess, writing down the process would help. Especially if I read back and realise what happened, due to my extreme STM harharhar. 


I hope the journey will be fun. 
I guess. :\